Confessions of a New Mother
By Viewer on Dec 18, 2008 in Entertainment
When my first child was born, so too were fears of being able to care for my five pound bundle of joy. I’d never held such a small baby before and being responsible for him was overwhelming. Sure, I’d babysat as a teenager but nobody had ever entrusted me with a baby, just days old and so helpless. To my relief, my mother and mother-in-law took turns staying with my husband and me as we adjusted to our roles as first time parents. With the freezer stacked with frozen casseroles and a dozen or so sleepless nights behind us, we became solely responsible for a little, precious life.
First, I will admit I was scared of something going wrong with the baby. My girlfriends assured me that it is a natural fear of first time mothers. Afraid to leave the baby alone, I set up a nanny cam in the baby’s room so I could watch him while he slept. I found myself using the spy cam to ease my mind as I went about my daily tasks. Folding laundry while watching a baby security camera may seem odd but it was the only way I could feel comfortable that my new son was safe.
